Yesterday was valentine day, looking everywhere, everywhere is couples. But, almost everyday, I been seeing couples together and I am alone. Although, I do have a boyfriend. But our distance is getting further than what you guess thinking. Yes, staying with him together, doesn't mean how sweet and close we are. Actually, can say, we not that close enough. I still don't know him well, as well as he don't know me much.
Working alone, sleeping alone, eating alone. He? He have his computer together. Going out with him in once a while, what his mind thinking is about his computer, his game. He can forever never want to stop thinking about gaming . And I don't get it why am I still with him. Just, simple love. Simply love. One-sided? Maybe .
Going yo work alone, but you not with me. You went to school. Although, you off on Friday, you still won't sent me to work .
When I am back from work, what I need is just a hug from you. But you did not do that. What I see is you playing computer . Have a fake smile on .
Thought of, you will be coming in the room . But you did not. I was waiting and waiting, and wait .
Until I fall asleep. Eeyore is the only best soft toy ever that be with me. You will come in to the room when you are tired and want to sleep.
When will be back to past again ? You like to stick with me. And now you won't ....
Asking you, why you will do something for your ex-s ? Why won't you do something for you girlfriend which is current ? Why you wil do something for them ? Why I didn't have . Why you got celebrate valentine with him and they have present/gift. Why I DON'T HAVE ? I asking you why and why and why again. What you reply is , in silence . Got valentine day or no, it apply #foreveralone to me. Facts .
End of lousy post . Forget it love .
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