I never gave you a reason to hate me .
You're just creating your own little drama out of pure insecurity .
Here it start .
You say I treat you as pet , seriously , have you ever think how I treat you ? Overall result .
You say I lock you no freedom , seriously , have you ever feel how I feel ? You are not me .
You say I lock you no freedom , seriously , have you ever feel how I feel ? You are not me .
You think I am your ball/toy ?!
You love me think I'm very fun , you play me . Play feeling , cheat feeling . FAKE .
You got other entertainment , you ignore me . Leave me aside and don't bother .
You feel I am so annoying or irritating , you throw me or ask me go home .
You think I'm you dog ? No . I am not born to be a dog either be your dog . I am not a bitch . Get it right and clear . You can wake such an early morning to play your game . You can wake such an early morning to meet your friends . I am your girlfriend . And you can say this to me , you rather watch movie with your friends and not me . Watch with me like wasting time . Okay , so this is what you want uh ? In first place we watch movie , you should tell me . Don't drag till now than say ! You think who are you ? A superstar ? Very rich guy ? Or you are so intelligent person ? You think yourself way too mature , actually you not . You just treat me like a small kid , which keep giving me lesson . Have you ever felt the way if someone like this treat you ? You are not those older than me by 10 , 20 or 30 plusplus over years old . You just older me by few months and not 1 year . I can be mature enough , but I don't . I like to be immature , doesn't it sound more fun ? Being so mature makes your bored all time . I'm just wanna to play my role till the end to time ups . Maybe you guys don't know about my health problem yeah ? I just wish I can recover . Cause , this might die for sudden . And I think I got a lot of stuff haven't complete what I need to do . I use to be very social last few years . And you guys might think why I've
change . Change into a emo , anti social person and somehow got uncontrollable self attitude . And you guys never do anything to me , and I suddenly will scold you . I myself also don't know . When the way I ask you quite or wait , please don't talk to me . When you don't , got something poke my head , and I will very pissed off , so angry . Sorry , this is not I want . I say I want to be alone , means I need some peace . Don
t ever stress me . Not I come pms will like this . This thing have been like this recently . Otherwise why I got sick , than suddenly okay , next few days sick again , again and again . I don't this continue . I already very weak now . And I'm getting thinner . I unable to fight for it .
I am so weak .
I want to stay strong .
I need a long lasting love .
You guys might think is somehow very dramatic horh ? But not . Everything is in real and is truth . I don't need you sympathy , I don't need you pity me . Me is me , I have my own ways , own thinking , own goal . I set for it , I make it I can do it . And I want to win it .
You might feel at times like shattered glass , but like glass we can be recycled into something stronger and better . You can measure how much you love someone , and someone loves you by how much crap your willing to put up with from each other . Do not judge me . You have not lived my life , Nor suffered my pain .
You love me think I'm very fun , you play me . Play feeling , cheat feeling . FAKE .
You got other entertainment , you ignore me . Leave me aside and don't bother .
You feel I am so annoying or irritating , you throw me or ask me go home .
You think I'm you dog ? No . I am not born to be a dog either be your dog . I am not a bitch . Get it right and clear . You can wake such an early morning to play your game . You can wake such an early morning to meet your friends . I am your girlfriend . And you can say this to me , you rather watch movie with your friends and not me . Watch with me like wasting time . Okay , so this is what you want uh ? In first place we watch movie , you should tell me . Don't drag till now than say ! You think who are you ? A superstar ? Very rich guy ? Or you are so intelligent person ? You think yourself way too mature , actually you not . You just treat me like a small kid , which keep giving me lesson . Have you ever felt the way if someone like this treat you ? You are not those older than me by 10 , 20 or 30 plusplus over years old . You just older me by few months and not 1 year . I can be mature enough , but I don't . I like to be immature , doesn't it sound more fun ? Being so mature makes your bored all time . I'm just wanna to play my role till the end to time ups . Maybe you guys don't know about my health problem yeah ? I just wish I can recover . Cause , this might die for sudden . And I think I got a lot of stuff haven't complete what I need to do . I use to be very social last few years . And you guys might think why I've
change . Change into a emo , anti social person and somehow got uncontrollable self attitude . And you guys never do anything to me , and I suddenly will scold you . I myself also don't know . When the way I ask you quite or wait , please don't talk to me . When you don't , got something poke my head , and I will very pissed off , so angry . Sorry , this is not I want . I say I want to be alone , means I need some peace . Don
t ever stress me . Not I come pms will like this . This thing have been like this recently . Otherwise why I got sick , than suddenly okay , next few days sick again , again and again . I don't this continue . I already very weak now . And I'm getting thinner . I unable to fight for it .
I am so weak .
I want to stay strong .
I need a long lasting love .
You guys might think is somehow very dramatic horh ? But not . Everything is in real and is truth . I don't need you sympathy , I don't need you pity me . Me is me , I have my own ways , own thinking , own goal . I set for it , I make it I can do it . And I want to win it .
You might feel at times like shattered glass , but like glass we can be recycled into something stronger and better . You can measure how much you love someone , and someone loves you by how much crap your willing to put up with from each other . Do not judge me . You have not lived my life , Nor suffered my pain .
Goodbye pains ~
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