Oh my, damn long. Totally. Hmm, people may think my life now is easy and bored. And I planning made my life more interesting. Making it more complicated. I'm regretting those stuff I didn't done it earlier. Now I have to rush to that point of what I been waiting for. I aim that goal for like thousand years. LOL, not that long. Retard. At that time I haven't born out yet ! LOL. Currently I will focus my career first. Waiting working. I also saving. Going to re make over myself. A new person that you guys will never expect much. I don't want waste my time rotting here and doing those stuff like daily same things. I want move to another path. I want to try a new path. This path have to sacrifice a lot thing from me. I may regret real much. I may get hurt real pain. But there's no turning back. If want to aim to the top front. You have to leave what's holding you. Don't stuck there. I hate being stuck at that same point. I have move quite a lot already. Sacrifice loves, likes, looks, and many more . Countless. Sigh. I don't mind people leaving me. Maybe you guys leave me for now. I can focus my own stuff and much simple.
Drifting drifting and drifting. Getting far and far away. Going long long road. Being alone, time pass real slow. Damn slow, so slow. Super duper slow. How I wish I was back then. A cheerful girl. I like being single . I like being attached. Recently, I know being play is not good. It won't feel good. I like my old self. That won't even scare people away. What's wrong with my attitude this few days. I don't know why I get so weak. I am super weak. My weakness getting higher and higher. I feel that I don't have confidence to go on this life anymore. Even I can feel I anytime say byebye. My life fate to be short. My health from starting no in good shape. I know I like to play around. I love to play. I need entertainments. I need to be fun. I like being crazy. I don't mind people say me, scold me, hate me, dislike me, or anything. I am okay with anything. At least in your heart, you do still have me. You still know who am I . You know a little bit of me or by my name. I am happy. With this little small stuff. I'm satisfy.
Relationship, sistership, brotheship, or any kind of ship. Is useless now.
Relationship = Waste money, waste time. Sistership = Wtf is this ? Brothership = Oh god, please don't fall for me ! Other kind of ship = LIKE WHAT ?! Ship.....
Sigh, I think I am back to stupid meaningless life. HAHA ! My face every year change ? AWESOME !
Leave me alone (; End post.
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