A new year. A new day. Just everything new. Hope my this year 2012 will get better than worse. Haha ! My 2011 not really a good year. So hope my luck turn well (;
Things always going up and down. And there's good and bad. Depends your treat, or your luck ? Or maybe fate ? :o Who knows . Some believe god, some not. They believe there's an angel around them, some think not so. Just believe or not . LOL, am I nuts ? No. I don't really what I am going to type about -.- I use to have lots of stuff to say. But whenever come to blog , post something. I feel, my mind is totally went blank. I was like, god ? Whatever =\
Blahblah. Christmas eve and Christmas day, went to malaysia with Sam's family. Hmm, kinda bored. Cause I was half awake and so damn sick. Didn't manage to buy what I want. I spend all the money on food to work.
SAMMY'S SISTER AND BROTHER. Look !
This two same size. But why look so different from Samuel !?
LOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLOOOLOL .
SAMMY'S FATHER AND MOTHER.
SEE, MY CUITE CUITE BOYFRIEND >:3
THE MEAL WE EAT. EAT ALOT YOU KNOW !!!
FEW HUNDRED DOLLARS LEYH.
Lmao.
I thought will be there for 3 days. Didn't know only 1 day, how retard. But is okay, I not feeling well anyway.
I and this gamer freak Samuel Tay, is seriously cannot together -,- Cause he keep gaming . LOL ! Whatever, already ignore him. Since he have his own plan, suit him :o I anyways busy working now. Where got time go out with him.
On the New Year Eve, I fall with a serious illness -,- Having cough, flu, nose block, voice gone, breathing difficult, high fever, headache, stomach pain, gastric. Zzz, idiot. Work from 8am to 8pm. Went back home, eat one pill instead two pills :p cause I scare bitter. I have to cool down fever before go out meet Huimin for "baibai" (Praypray). I dragged my boyfriend time D: He unable go for celebration with his friend; Karin. Cab down to meet Huimin and go baibai. At the middle of ceremony, I keep vomiting. And I faint . Fainted. Like wtf with me ?! My leg totally no strength to stand up. Thanks, my boyfriend is always by my side. First time ever, I faint. Most of the time, I always have weird feeling. Like my brain, inside got something moving. It really hurts so much. I thought I got what shit. Scare me. I don't even dare go for a check up. Like farking seriously. I scare, I might only able live for few years. I rather don't know anything. Let me happy living I am enough for it. Hope I this year able survive. I this year have to achieve all the goals I aim. I have too. Cause I am the only one have to do.
God, can I ask you a question? Why do you place this role to me? This stress is really way too difficult for me.
I got a few people around me. Around 5,000 people, I know 1,000/2,000 people. But you know what? Only 3~5 people around me. 10 ~ 15 people remember me. What's wrong with my life. Wtf. I scare, I might unable to stay long in this job. Sigh. I just want to work . I just want to enjoy too. I need holidays and rest also.
Self quote.
Work, take my time away.
Money, take my life away.
Food, take my break away.
Holiday, take my sleep away.
Dream, take my brain away.
What to say?, Fml as much -'-
O.M.G, THIS IS THE BEST PHOTO I EVER HAVE. LOOK, WHO BEHIND ME? GOSH ! :X
P.S TOTALLY NEVER MAKEUP, THAT'S WHY LOOK SO PLAIN. MUAHAHAHA ! >D
I like stars. Stars are little, tiny. But they a bright. Thanks to Sun. They have a moon with them. I want being a stars too. Right up at the sky, blink blink. Every night, I would like to stare up. And glace, for long. When I have a chance to go around the world. I want to take photo of night sky. Night scenery. I feel so quite, peaceful. No stress. I like, OH MY GOSH, AWESOME feeling I ever want.
Day by day gone. Rushing to work. Brain soon break down. I don't have much time to play ); Sad life. Have to survive for 1 or 2 years. Hope is only 2 years. Please. This is the max I can take it so much. Please, stop giving more stress. I living with not really good family. I born at somewhere I don't really like it. But, I still love my mum. I know you, mum, you are always the best, ever, always ! I miss you so much, mummy <3
Okay, nothing to say. Hope my work everything smooth smooth. Hate that bloody big mouth bitch zzz. Whatever. Angry make me go crazy. Feel like punching her. Whatever zzz.
Hmmm, byebye . End !
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