Is a life

YAY ! I am discharge .

This few days I am so regret . And somehow in a lost . I don't know what to do . And I don't know what will happen to me next . I am worry about all this . I want to have normal life . Like what my mother always say , guys gain , girls lose . True =\

Although guy lose something mostly are money . For girls , there are more .  Sigh . Guys thinking are way too simple . They can easily plan what they want/need . Unlike girls , got so much problem .

I want to let this person know . Yes , I treat you as human . Not a thing . I know is a wrong to called you a thing . I'm so sorry . You have two eye and ear , one nose and mouth , two hand and leg , one head , one brain and one heart . You have a life . But I am so sorry to treat you that bad . I didn't want it happen . But is already happen . You know my situation . I unable to take care of it . You should know the another person already disagree what I have mention to him about my mum's idea . Don't even trust me . Sigh . I also got no choice . I need to support . Hope in next life , there's no wrong anymore . You been with me for few months . I am happy . You passed away on 5th oct 2011 , 7pm plus . You away from me on 6th oct 2011 , 2pm plus . I dare not face to you . I am so sorry . Cause I'm scare . Don't blame me . Forgive me . I got nothing to give you . But I feel that I got a lot things to tell you . There's many many question , and manymany things to talk about . I don't know from where to start . Is a lesson . I understand . I now don't know what to do . My mind is like so blank . So empty ... Sigh ... I only can say , sorry ...


Anyway , happy 14th monthsary qinaide . I post it for fun . I know you won't bother also . But , nevermind =l end ....