What's wrong with me this few days ? On twitter and Facebook . People been asking .
I am fine , is alright . Guys , don't worry . I just ... need go for an operation . Continue stalk me you will know . Or you can check my older post , keep going ~ You have find out what actually is .
Only 1 ... 2 ... 3 .... 4 .....5 ........ 6 . People know . And I don't wish to spread out so much . The look they look at me , is seriously not good . I will freaking gone crazy . Unexpected , expected =l What should expect as I don't want to expect it . God , what should I say ? Unfair ? Or you just punishing me ? Oh , I agree you are punish me . Try to give me this lesson . Yes , I will listen . And I learned . Will never done any wrong mistake anymore . I know is so hurt . I am suffering the pain . But why must you give me such big stress ?! I'm way too free ? No , I am tired . I am stress . I have try to control my feeling , my emotional . But , you know , I want die . Why not I exchange life to another life . Or change the life you give me another change to better ones . You should know what my family situation ! You know , god . I know you know that . But I have stuff it for 3 ,4 years ! You didn't give us what we want . My mother been begging you . All times . And we just trying to be best . You break my family apart . Now what ?! Even have a home also can't home ? What is this ?! I staying out quite long . And I thought just wait for few more , soon will be over . But is way to long ! So long . How long do you want me to wait ! I will be chasing out soon . I have tried my best . I put my effort in . Do you really want me die or just like this gone mad ? Ohyeah , I sure will . One day . Just please , I need peaceful place . I need what my mum need and want . I just want what my mum needs and wants . So easy , so simple . People can have it , why can't I ? I am bad ? But who is more worse ??? The worse one not suffering . The worse and to suffer more worse . But I think my mum life isn't good either , why don't you try let her know to give her chance ? I quite hate her too . Hate her for not waking up yet . Even my sister . I try my best . I don't know what to do . I feel that , I kinda lonely . I have to handle likeso many stuff . And I am avoiding . I seriously cannot face all this . Sigh . I feel like crying again . Forget it . Is derserve it .
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