Heartbreak .

I have been thinking alone for very long time . Especially , when is at night . I wandering around somewhere in th area . Was daze . I telling myself , why I choose to be in this ? Why ? Many people out there , none one of it understand me . Somehow only him . Th him is not you thinking th person is I current with . Is somehow him . I don't want say that much . But , amount all . He treat me th best . But , he think too much . For current , he is don't care that much . What he know only is what I like . He never really know me that well , and we been together for 7 months going to 8 . I really cannot believe this . Time files . Relationship didn't grow . I been always want to heart to heart with you . You seem don't bother . I just want to find someone to talk to .There no one willing to listen . All take me like a bullshit . Crap-ing around . I want you spend time with me and not stick with me . Why you just don't get it ? When you tell me to tell you what's wrong with me . I don't know how to explain . Seriously , why you don't know why I become like this ?! I have no idea . I think I really have to be alone for quite a long time ...