Evelynn Jiaren's dairy.: I can't get a right soulmate .

It doesn't feel th same !

KBOX

Look kinda drunk ! Stupid drunken face -.-

With Kaiting th picture , I look face . With Mengya , BIG EYE ._.

Opps , BILL !!! First round is th 84.75 . Second is th 48.05 .

HAPPY GIRLFRIEND . LOL : LOADS OF LOVES , BABE ! <3

Just another day gone again .

Here , there , everywhere . Rumors are just like making a makeup stories or to attract people attention of this news . Any comment I could accept . Why so easy ?, ignore it (: Stay peace ^^v . I remember a sentence . Someone who ... no comment . Can say so a weird , emo , good person ? =\ LOL . Skipskip .

Sorry for this few days not blogging . Was duper busy . Been outing . Stay out . Late home . Try forgetting about something which need to be deleted it off . From start , on February . Was really wanna quit school . I remember on Jan I been a week never go school . I was running away from problem . Now everything , I need to face up . I need to face everyone too . I don't want my friend , co. , ect. , don't keep worrying about me . Thanks Kai ting , She always be there for me . Adore her much . For all friend . I prefer myy mates . Although we just been only 5 months together . They are great friend , true friend , happy friend . In class , got what thing , we share . Like one big family . If Mr Sim still teaching us , it will be th best ? I don't know . Lala .

Monday , I did went to school . Woke up damn late . Lucky my message was kana spam than I wake eh . Texted Kaiting . Cabbd down to school . Went to eat Chicken rice . Kinda weird taste ); Plus was almost vomit out . Ahh , don't say . Now feel abit too . Too sensitive liao . Laughs !!! Than after school , with Kaiting , Mengya and Libin went to JP there . But on train . They look at my neck th necklace , and say , should remove it th one of them . Is being too extra . I was ... lost word . Never mind . Soon , maybe will take off . Walk to NTUC . Look for Volka price . Than walkwalk shopshop look around till 4PM plus . Mengya went off first . I train-d down to Tiong . Actually was gonna watch movie . End bo , eat LJS . And home .

Tuesday , went for a outing . With my beloved LADIES ! Seriously , was like I and Mengya totally so hyper one . Mengya bought pure volka , 40% or 14% ? I and her share . Add on with two big green tea . For Kaiting , she ownself get a peach volka , 4% . This peach volka remind me a day . At East Coast park . That day was myy last day having fun with myy one big GESS friends . Was almost drunk . Drink , smoke , cycle , bbq-ing and end , a tiring day (; Shiok TTM . Haahs . Skipskip . At Kbox , with Kaiting , Joyce , Mengya , Libin and Fadilah . I th only sing damn hyper . Cause been shouting like siao one . Haha . Than they say , scarlly you tomorrow no voice ah . Cause add on I got a cough too . lol . We got 2 round . One is end at 3pm . Cost 80$ plsuplus . Second round , 40$ plsuplus ? Not sure . And , I'm not sure when they start , I think around 11.58 PM ? Till 6PM . Actually 5PM should end . They didn't come in and call us out . So we took extra random song and sing lo . Sorry to someone . Let you wait d: bleah . After end th Kbox . All home . Mengya with his boyfriend . Okay , in th first sight of seeing him . I was , no comment , stunt ! Till he went off . I told Mengya , why he look . Ahem , .... Fat ? =\ she okay . Add on , not really good looking . She fine with it too . Okay lah , she quite open too . Good (: Anyway she say he very rich . LOL . No wonder Mengya does not worried about money lorh ! Tsk >\ blaahblaah . Sian , Fadilah went home first . Cannot blame her too . Cause we tick th song was almost all chinese . And English song ofcus is ME lah =p haha . Than follow by Libin , she went off at 5PM . Than 6PM , left me , Kaiting , Mengya , Joyce . Kaiting bus-d home . Mengya with his boyfriend cab-d home . WE ARE NOT DRUNK YET ! :D So Joyce PAPA accomanpy me to meet him . Joyce train-d home . Left me . Went plaza sing watch movie . Was Iron Man 2 (Digital) . Wa , so long ! I damn cold . Plus bladder almost pee-ing out too . Haha ! 2hour . He also damn cold . Keep eating POPCORN . Don't blame . he wait for me , over time in train . Plus he haven't yet eat . You this weird cake dummy :x Nice nick . haha ! Than movie end , went to slack around . From plaza sing walk to orchard . Chatting while walking . Walk around ION . LOL , air con <33333 haha ! Than home at 11PM plus . On myy way , on phone . Than reach home , went to bathe , wait for weird cake dummy and off to bed at 2AM .

Today , Wednesday , actually wake at 6.45AM . Off alarm . Back to sleep . Than faster wake again . By force . Force myself . At 7.15AM . Went to prepare . Comp till 8AM . Bus to tiong . w/d money . And saw , I lfet 15$ only ! This gonna be myy one whole month sial . die die ); Never mind . Who ask me past few days keep cabbing here and there . And lazy to take other transport !. Argh !!! Just now was damn shag . Morning was okay one . Afternoon all th sudden damn shag . Body temperature like went up . Soon sick already . Now just having a normal fever . This few days KILL BRAINS can . Seriously , all th sudden , myy brain was like ... kana ... idk how to say ... damn pain . Pain like hell . Than make me feel so shaggy ! Forehead was so burning now . Bought 6bottle of redbull . Step in th house . Put into th fridge . Scolded by mum . Cause I cannot take cold drink too much . Yet I don't care . My health marrh , also not hers . But she say , if anything got problem . Th problem will goes to her . So she say , want die or whatsoever . Far away . Don't drag me . I was , FINE ! Shut up . Stomach cramping now . LOL . Not in period yet lah . Just for i don't know what reason . Sad , every morning can't eat anything . Hungry need tahan for 3hour first . IDIOT . Skipskip . Now home lerrh . Veryy sleepy . Stupid Mr Yang , teach like singing goodnight song -.-zzz" Ass . Okay , post end . Quite long liao . I think =\ heehs .

Once again , we will never be together ...

My heart , my mind , my thoughts said ,
I need a call from you . I want a text form you . I cannot give up on you . I could leave a scar for you . Every nights , hope that you will back to me . Like what it did before . Think twice . No no no , ! No way . Is ended , please wake up . Be cheerful . Think positive . Away from negative . Think past , it will stop you . Think now and future , it will give a good path . Walk forward and not backward . Go all th way . And no turning back . What for you hiding yourself and running away this problem ? Why you need to make yourself stuck here and not keep going ? Where you want to goal for ? When is a right time to stop and think again ? Please , my dear girl . Making more friend is alright . Don't be so bad or rude to other . Be fair . Yepp , I did it . I'm fairly to everyone . And end was accuse by someone . And on 0505 I read a thing . INSULT . Heart beating fast . Blood pressure went up high . Hand was shivering . Mind gone blank . Shall I post it up or not ? But scare if I post up . Cause post it up , things will change again . And it will get even further . Friends may also cannot make too . Never mind , forget it . Say it on other time . But I want tell you , you know who you are . Finding people to insult me ?! Nice . And other you , this dog . Awww , so obedient of you , dimwit pauper . People ask you do what , you listen to them and done it well your mission . Dog is always a dog . Laughs . Bark bark bark . Pity you . Trying to say I'm hypocrite . Haahs , do I ever infront of you act-d that ?! Whyy don't say yourself ?, duh ! Simple English , you don;t even understand . And say people speak too chim . Are you stupid ? Or book read too much ? Till POLY standard you went to read a nursery booklet ? Laughs ! Come on , I can pei he you want . ABC , 123 . haha ! Stupid dumb . And to passerby , guest , whoever are so nameless one . Fats hope for your comment from me . Nobody ask you read my blog . Nobody ask you stare at my picture . Nobody ask you step in here . Nobody force you tag a comment . Nobody want you to care about it . You are too wishful thinking . Wake up lah . Stop being childish . Little kiddo . I'm bicth , so what ?! I'm slut , so what ?! I flirt around is my business , so what ?! My life or yours ?! Care yourself first . People life , people know where they want go too . You want be a dog , go ahead . Nobody stopping you . You just forcing yourself come here and create trouble . Don't you think you are far too silly ? Tag it with no name . Tag it with you big fark name lah . I won't be so free finding you , dogs . What for ? Calling one big group of gang , infront of me beaten up into pieces ? Just want me to sympathize it ? LOL . GND barrh . Shall save breath , save energy . Off !

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I can't get a right soulmate .

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