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I want move out now . !

Hate th life I had now . I hate this kind of family I have . All are such a bully . They dunno what I want . And never ask for it before . I tell them . They ignore . I had never ill-treated sister before . Your brother did . Why must accuse me  ? Your brother ask her do what , she did , and like a dog follow . As me , I asked want or not . She don't want . Never mind . I also never force her anything . Like your brother . He threaten her . I didn't . Not I act until I'm a good person . I do good things . Never see . Bad thing come , blame me . I know I jinx . Hurts . I don't know why what he say , you all listen . Just like a dog . Think he is a master ? You had never treat me good before . All was a lie . Being good to me . Want me money only . Even asked me go around cheat guys money . Hey , what kind of mother you are ? Don't tell me you never think of it nor say it before . This is what you teach me . I not any cheap girls . I not an anyhow one . Hope just now th knife killed you . Seriously , I don't want to have you this mother . Even Eugene , I almost kill . He getting on my nerves . Know what he say ? I go around do those dirty thing . He even can say this out . Never treat him as brother anymore . As sister , she of cus like a dog to follow those big proud leader . Not I don't have feeling , Esther . Everybody , outside . Scolding a vulgar word . I don't seem police caught them breaking this lame law . How I learn this bad word from ? From you , Esther . Parent , never be a good ones before . I just wish I'm a orphan . No parent . Let friends laugh . Better than have it . They control everything . What they want , they got . What about me ? Had you get anything I want before ? No . Eugene want what , you straight away get for him . I don't know why . He just having a mental problem . So what ? Big deal enough ? As I don't have a limit ? I controlled myself . My ear was blast of music . Got wrong ? Yeah , got . Kana beaten . And what you say just now , Esther . You say you shake me right ? KNN . You slap my back . Back shoulder . You think that call shake me ? CCB . You think you my mother , I must scare of you ? I rather hate you , scold you , beat you even kill you . And get a thunder stirke on me . And die . I have think of just jump down . But I don't know why , Climb up , someone drag me backwards . Not really kana drag away . Was like , someone behind me . Which ask me no . Studying in ITE got what so bad ? I just never study well only . Like Eugene ? , he smart ? Kays , he is that smart , by now , he in Express . And not follow my steps and went in to Normal teachincal . I always don't want to quarrel anything . You forced me . I told you , don't force me with anything . I will get crazy . If I got guts to kill myself . I will . I don't know why , I get th knife . Only feel like killing you , Esther . I don't care you my mother or what . My mind was just want to kill you . Finally , I get rid of LKK . Know , he never take care of me before . That's why I didn't have a father . I hate all guys in world . Now , what you all want , I will never let you all have it . Esther , Eugene . Think I soon will move out . And you will never see me , right ? Bet both of you all will happy to sky . Reached , 20 of me , I will get my revenge . Just wait . I am not any stupid silly enough to let you both laugh behind me . Think what ? , I don't understand at all ? I don't even care at all ? See how you all treat me . Like fark . Ask me go around ask my friend lend money to just give you play that . Esther , go die . Please . Just go and die . I want you die , T S H ! E L G R , you too . Go die , both you all . I willing to kneel infront of anyone who can kill you both up . I want you all die damn worse of living . Think I deaf . I just don't want to listen . Is getting to unfair ! I silence , you say I mute . Nice . I answer back , say what , I no manners . What you want ? Tell me , what you want ? Money right ? Fine ! Money in your shit face . I earn , I return you money . SInce you say I own you that . I make sure I throw into your fark face . Make sure you throw your bloody face to no where . Mother look like one haolian . Think you everything know uhs ? Everything dunno , step one . Want VS me . Now what's th generation ? Tell me .  2010 already , BIG CHILD . Think what ? , still in 80's , 70's ? I got study . I learn more . What you ? Work don't want work , force me work . Ask you go work . Bloody loads excuses . Bullshit one . Now , 3.44AM , 11th April 10 . I want to kill you .I will leave , soon . Lastly , only a word to you , Shawn YYF . Sorry . Although we going to five month . You still dunno me well . Maybe you read this . Will sort of shock . Not I want go gaga crazy whatever . They making me mad , seriously . I tomorrow wanna out . Just a walk . Staying at home . Dead . end @ 3.48AM . 

Shawn , I think you dunno what I doing or whatever . I say I go sleep till tomorrow . You say sweet dream somemore . z !