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HAHAs , been suchya idiot and totally damn retard . As i mean just now . WTHHH !~ Actually was almost 4webcam-ing . End i told Michelle say i'm tired . So closed her's . Follow by Kaya mama off-ing soon . And this retarded Shawn . Laughs , he duper funny . Damn retard . Wait , he is Shawn Ho . Not Yeo . Not that guy of Shawn Yeo . Is Ho okay ?  Yepp , (: And yarh . Morning things goes well . Thru afternoon . I was totally damn weak once i reached home . Seriously , cough like hell . Hope my asthma don't back . Aye , never mind . If back . I may just die lorh . Nobody care . Living in this world , is wanna my life . I rather have a drug . Make myself worse . Early die . No future . Best . Die . No relationship . No need study . No stress . Evrything was like gone ~ Feel like in heaven . Heavenly ~ Wow , shiok RIGHT ??! lol -.- dream on . Hell could be . Hmm , continue myy post . As some of you all . Saw my post in FB . Seriously , imma difficult to explain . Yepp , by now . You ask me , do i still love him ? Or whatever . Myy mind is blank . Totally damn plain . Black of empty . But for a post which i say , 'imma hongster' , YARH , I AM (: So guys , beware of me . Especially , some girls . I may snatch your Boyfriend . Today , when to Bugis . Meet up w Elfina . blahblahblah . Thirst . When to buy drink . Than cabbd to Tiong . Tiong slack . Smoke . Than went up her house . Rot . Playing w TOYs (?) LOL ! Not th toy you're thinking of . Not that baby toy luh . And not ADULT TOY TOO ! Don't horny luhs . lol -.- cam-ing around . Than went out . Was gnna down to Bugis . End , dont want go . Than at Tiong rot . Smoke . Chit chat and w her friend . Her friend XIALAN ! Ahbengahbeng =p Than text-ing w Shawn . whole day . Than phone bo batt . Use Elfina second phone . LALA , smoke 5 stick . Ice blast . No big deal . Reached home idk what time . Straight to bathe . Cus duper tired . Than don't feel like eating . As , i no appetite . Just don't know why , i feel damn uncomfortable . Than on MSN w Henry awhile , Aldrich too . Sorry Aldrich , too busy liao . Forgot chat you back . Same to Jason . Than people luhs . Damn busy . Helping her make blog . Than rushing to reply comments . Follow by he online . Editing photo . But end , din edit . Slowly , all done . But wanna chat them . Webcam-ing lerrh ! LOLOLOL . Than slowly , 3 webcaming . RETARD ! lala ~ Errrm , Shawn Yeo , i hope you do really see what i post , okays ? Yarh , Monday is our 4th month . Well , you know . I can't keep relationship long . Than 4mnth is th longest i can stay . I not sure i will be with you 6mth ? 1year ? Forever ? Sometimes , but silly of this . As you say , you bear not let go , right ? But , you started it first . And blamed me . Yarh , i admit i was wrong . But you deny ! Get it ? Somemore , lie not for once nor twice . Is thrice . But seriously , found out again . I don't care . But when you found mine . Sorry luhs . Simply is just only a message what , yeah ? Message nia . Why so big fuss this and that . HAHA , i stilll remember this word luhs . So okay , since you can say until like this . I also can do it . But , no guys text me today . FARKING BORED ! Where had they gone to ? Never mind . Forgotten them clear once . Today , got GESS (IDK) , sorry to myy classmate whoever wanna me go . I can't . I'm very sorry . Idontknow how to say also . Whatever . Shawn , now i don't you love me or not . But let me say out from bottom of my heart now ! I don't know i do really love you a not . But , if you say break . I don't know why i can accept it so quickly . And do you remember . That night , outside TMART , i told you of what myy mum told me . Yepp . I no need to scare of . So , you think you th only good looking or what farking handsome ? Don't lol luhs . I don't found you handsome . Since we first met till now . If you want know who is HANDSOME . I'll bring you infront of him , someday . As what you pay now . Future , i will return it back to you . Maybe you know this part uhs . Cheehow , idk i can a not . But , i think gotta reject you . And hopefully you can find a girl to last . Alright ? (: Don't wait anymore longer . Finding job right now . Anybody intro ? lala ~ Whatever . Okay , eye i closing and i forcing myself open wide to post myy blog . So picture times (: Will update more picture on th next post . TATA <3 (:

Tomorrow than private blog barrh . Monday , 12pm . Will be private . Do leave a tag of your email . Or chat me thru msn also can (:
"Wendy (idk th surname) Jia Li" . Anybody know who th hell fark bitchy of her ? Work at Bugis Junction . One of a low-standard push cart . I tot she's married . Seriously , she look like 20pls years old to me . SIBEI OLD ~ OLD WOMEN . LOL -.- !!!