today ..... same .... never go sch ..... feeling so moody right nw ...... just don't know why . haaha . *cheerup* barrh ! (^^) hmmm . i today nvr go sch is cause . yesterday ton on comp . till 6 or 7 am . than around 10 am plus woke up . by my diidii teacher . they came to uor house . hais . my diidii lor . don't want go sch . wad can i do ?! i want him go sch . i want him to be guai . but can't . he don't go sch . lidday ppl won't dote him . he is the onli one boy . in our family . cause we had no father already . yet mother is veri hardworking . idk wad i can help . nobodi knows wad my feel . i do ! i just don't want to say out . cause it makes me cry out too . i really can't control my tears . its brks my heart too . i wish my brother can go sch . and nw my ownself . i tomorrow going to sch . prelim on monday . i must study hard . damn hard . i wish i could pass my maths . maths is do really damn IMPORTANT to me . we going to moving soon ler . going to oct . wish could have a own room . yea ! liddat got own personal marrh . (= than make it clean and nice . nw don't think of any stead or whatever . STUDY HARD !! damn HARD !! stress till death ! although i wish to die . i must study hard . i can't waste my youth time anymore . i had wasted ! i am so regret . so now is my new life . i had open my gate already . this time is real . when i heard that he say to jia xiang that he don't like me anymore . so i should not wait anymore . *crying* *heartbreak* don't sad . in this world . i only really love carlson and abraham . nvm . ferget it . who ask me . do it de . *stupid* nvm . i am a jinx . nw chatting with my best huizhen . JOASH YONG HUI ZHEN !!! (^^) on MSN . feeling down and happy . happy that someone chat me . :) and BILLY NG HAN LIANG !! i bought you too liao . now next target .......... is ....... HIGHER the price ......... (thinking) ahhah ! i knnow ler . earn money buy wei siang . arh .... yar ...... haahaaa . see tmrr how barrh . i say it i will do it . promise won't break . (^^)
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